It's been difficult

I'm so used to being in control of myself that the last few days have come as quite a revelation. Well, I was in control in as much as I wasn't doing anything unusual. But, I was going through quite an emotional upheaval, a sort of tearful depression, though I didn't cry because I don't. It's a relief to find out that it was just the result of exhausting myself while quite ill and as the pain from the swelling goes I'm just going back to what I'm used to as being me.

I didn't like feeling so vulnerable.

Glad it's gone.

Perhaps next time I'll rest.